Friday, February 17, 2012

A new stepping stone

14 Feb 2012, this marked a date where is a new stepping stone. Max have proposed to me. And I said 'YES' to it. Is a step where I need to really consider about it! I have thought about it. And yes, I have made my own decision towards it.

People may think that we're moving too fast. Is only our 10th month, yet we have come into this stage. There is no way that I can explain all this. How much he have gone thru with me, and how he have accompany me during my real down period.

Decisions were always made by others for me. But this time round, I should make my own decision and face all the out come. Is all about TRUST.

I really wish that mummy is around. To share the the joy with me. Helping me to do all the preparation in future.

Things have really change. My best friend have turn her back on me. I do not blame her in the decision she made. I respect her. It really hurts a lot in the way things turn out to be this way.

When I needed my friend most when I was really down, this happen to me. I almost really broke down. I really almost gave up on myself. Mummy's words flash back in my mind. Her words made me move on and to be strong.

She always wanted me to be happy and to make my own decision and not to let others decide for me. Happiness is on our own hand and we should work on it.