Life have change after mummy have left. A lonely me with no one to talk to when I get home. Waking up every morning, asking myself where is mummy. At times, I just lie to myself by saying, mummy have went holiday. She will be back soon..
I know everyone will leave one day. But mummy have left us without saying anything to us. She have not enjoy her life yet. She have been working so hard for this family. She have never complain a single word at all.
I just cant forget how mummy closed her eyes infront of me that day. It will just flash back at any time. I really really miss her a lot!!! This house without her, is just like a empty and cold shell.
In the middle of night, no one there to cover blankt for me. No one on the heater for me in the morning. No one wake me up in the morning for work. No one to nag at me when I get home and many many more...
I have went thru lots of pain... But this pain cant be compare with others. This pain that nothing can be describe. I always hoping that I have meet mummy in my dream. Wanting to know how she is in the other side of the world. But every middle of the night, i woke up with disappointment.
My heart really ache a lot. The pain that is so unbearable.. Mummy!!! I miss you every single day!!!
I was thinking of leaving hotel line. Seeing all those aunties made me think of mummy. Seeing them at the age working so hard just make me so heartache...
I felt that I was a useless daughter... Not letting my mum to have a comfortable life before she leave.. Mummy.. I'm so sorry...
