Clearer picture of life...

Have been bothered by lots of stuff for this past one year. I have been banging here and there to get my way out off all this. Not wanting to face it, and wanting to avoid of everything. Even i have hurt myself badly in every process of everything, i remained silent.

I'm tired of everything. Evenything should come to a point of full stop. Enough is enough. Time to slow down my foot steps. And i have see a clearer picture of my life. How silly i was, and how much pain i have went thru all this while. And at this moment, i cant think back of any happy memories that i have. Are this all the wake up calls for me. Telling myself that i should treat myself better this time round. Not letting anyone to ruin my life anymore, not letting anyone to control my emotion. Work towards what i want...

Have seen the true colours of people. How they can turn their back to you. How they can treat you when they in need help from you and how they will treat you after that. I really really hate those people who are so fake. They let me doubt them... Do they really worth me helping them in the past. Do they worth my time? What i have given out, i will not ask it back. All this are lessons that i have learn. It may sound unreasonable for me to turn my back in this way. When you're in my shoes, you will know how painful it will feel.

You can take me for granted. I do not measure friendship in my life. I do everything with my heart. I do not need many friends. I only need true friends in my life. Even is one or two, i'm content enough.

To my true friends, thank you so much for being there for me. And letting me to see the true colour of people around me. Thanks for the wake up calls!!! Lets jia you and work towards our life!!!