Tired/Lost?

I'm back to blog. Have been busy with work during the past 2 months. And no CNY for me this year at all. No time to celebrate or to even to sleep. Even cant go back home during cny, have to stay in hotel due to heavy load of work.

Got this new job scope, is call group coordinator. Intersting job scope, just that very tiring. Got to learn lots of things while taking this new scope. I'm actually enjoying myself with it. Is a 3 months cross training. This is my 2nd month, and everything will end in april.

I was thinking of telling my boss that i want to take this up as a perm. Ya, i know lots of people will not encourage me for doing so. Due to the work load and working hours. Is really so called a no life work. I can stay in hotel for more than 12 hours a day. But this is where i learn a lot of things. And something that i can see myself progressing in. Is not a easy path to go through. It also really keep me occupiued.

With all the works, it make me really make me so drain up till i have no time to think of anything. But just only work and to go home and sleep. So many things going on. I really do not know how to handle them. Till the exend i choose to act blur and to avoid them.

It hurts a lot when i have to think back of it and i just do not know how i can solve it. I have been hurting people around me unknowingly. I did not want to. Not i want to keep things and not to share them out. But i do not know how to or i just want to avoid it and face it.

Chances on me that you see on me may not what you want to see. I'm very sorry. I really cant be who i used to be in the past. Things have been happening to be too fast.

I hope that you will see the happy me down the road.