Just dunno why i have the feeling to blog. Was chatting with Iris just now. She told me that she found that i have change after my Taipei trip. A more cheerful girl now, seeing things at a bigger picture.
Perhaps this is the small steps i'm making. Cant deny that there are some things i just cant bear to let go. But think over it, there's no point for me to hang on there when I know that i cant make any changes and things will not turn out the way I wan. So why not just learn how to let go slowly and make small little steps. In life, we just have to learn things in a hard way at time in order for us to really to learn.
Memories are always there for us to remind us of the up and down. It a growing stage, at time when we think over what have happen. It make us tear... But after crying, we must learn how to move on again. Things happen to break us or to make us stronger.
Everyone of us have our own dream, let us all work hard in our dream and try to make it true. Nothing in this world is fairytale. But i believe that happiness is under our own control, and not others. Why not we do things that we want to but not ask to. We live for ourself but not others, it true that we need to think of people around us at time. But before you think of others, we must think of ourself. (haha.. silly me! noe how to sae, but juz dunno how to apply to myself!) In life, we may do lots of silly things. Which we will laugh n cry over it. But at the end, we must be clear on what we're doing. As we dun owe anyone any explanation, but we need to give ourself a explanation!
In life, the most important role is to be ourself... Why must we restrict ourself from doing things, why not just do things that we want. Just cry and laught we want, be happy... No matter how happy or sad we are, we must still move on everyday. So why not just try to be truly happy from our heart, bring the smile tat we might have lost them... Nothing is impossible, miracle will happen someday...
We have to learn how to let go off the past and to make small little steps out. It may sound easy and hard to do. It all depend on ourself if we wan to! For the past one year, i really learn the word TREASURE! I really hope everyone can be truly happy...
Love you guys loads... Thanks for being there for me during my down period of time!
Next i have to stress on my last term of studies and also getting myself a job after i graduate... Jia you everyone! Hugs... Miss you guys loads! <3
