When will e fullstop come??

I'm back :) things seem to b coming in non stop. When will it come to the end! I'm feeling so tired, have not been sleeping well. As usual, my dad will call to ask mi stupid question. Sometime i juz really dun feel like answering his call. But i have no choice...

My bro went for ops today for his knee. He din tell mi till everything was done. But he told mi tat everything is fine. Haiz... Y we r always like tat de. Being strong infront of everyone n hide our feeling... Oh ya, I'm glad tat i have slot things out with my god ma. Hope tat things will go on smoothly on her side. Nothing will happen again.

06/07... Wat a day to end with u!!! I'm really so sorry to hurt u! I really din mean to say tat to hurt u deep in. I promise i will not do tat again. I juz being tired of leading ppl in my life. I really juz wish to b pamper, having someone beside mi whenever i up and down. Understanding my feelings... Pls dun feel lousy as u're not! I noe tat u're trying veri hard. Pls dun keep anything towards yourself, if not wat's the point of having mi ard.

I really hope i can have more time, juz feel tat i like have not enough time to do wat i wan... N I really need a good sleep!!! I thought tat after trying to get myself drunk at desaru i can sleep well. But end up i din sleep, even i'm drunk but i still noe wat i said n do. Getting myself drunk is really a pain, shivering, puke... But i'm glad tat i cried out. Thanks to jess, pin, chrisitiana n roy. For acc mi sitting in the toilet when i cried. Thanks dear for ur hug when i'm shivering. Hehe... you can still sing well when u're high :)

I'm feeling so stress with sch work now! So many heavy weightage subject, n project :( really dunno if i can cope with so many things :( but i noe i have to b strong, b honest i'm feeling tired to act strong. Can i be a girl who have someone who can lead mi the way. Being protect n shower with love n care???