Only i can help myself!
Yesterday was not a really a good day. Many things r happen, n i juz dunno y it keep coming non stop. But i still got face it. Cos only mi myself can help myself, no one can help mi with it. They only can lean mi their listening ears n shoulder. Mi myself have to face it n do something to it.
I think joanie is pissed of with mi. She told mi she don't know wat to say or help mi. I myself also dunno wat i should do but wait. That is the only word i can think of. She can give mi lots of advise on wat to do. But some things r not meant to rush. If we r meant to b together we will be. I juz dunno but i'm confuse now!!! Juz dun like the feeling lar... SUCKS.... But juz take things one a time!
Esther, i have told u wat i suppose to say to you last 9. It really depend on yourself if u wan to face the problem. I have told u where the problem come from, and it ME! If u wan to carry on having tat thought. I really dunno wat i can do or say to you. N this is e last time i'm saying this, we have to learn how to treasure wat we have. In life nothing is always in a beautiful picture, we may need to go thru lots of up n down. If u really wan to give up on yourself, there's no one up there can help u with it. No matter i'm single or attach i'm still your fren/sis. If u can't step out of the rm, i really can't do anything much for you. I will not regret on anything, cos i noe tat i have done my veri best to help you.
My dad called mi again last night, asking mi lots of questions on the divorce thing. Which i dunno how to really tell him. Questions keep coming in. I have not told my mum tat he called mi. He said he wan to meet mi up. To see how am i doing! I juz dun dare to see him, i dunno wat he will ask mi. How am i going to ans his questions. I told him i will give him a call on sunday. Mum is on mc yesterday, she have fell ill le. Asthma is here to look for her. Told her to take care of herself n not to stress herself too much.
Alice drunk last night, she have been drinking this few days. Dunno wat pro she's facing, it so heart breaking to c her like tat. She juz say she drink to make her sleep better... sigh... I noe the pro may b on mi. But she juz dun wan to say it out only.
When things can settle down or go by my way... I'm really veri tired! I wan my happiness back, i wan my tears back...
I think joanie is pissed of with mi. She told mi she don't know wat to say or help mi. I myself also dunno wat i should do but wait. That is the only word i can think of. She can give mi lots of advise on wat to do. But some things r not meant to rush. If we r meant to b together we will be. I juz dunno but i'm confuse now!!! Juz dun like the feeling lar... SUCKS.... But juz take things one a time!
Esther, i have told u wat i suppose to say to you last 9. It really depend on yourself if u wan to face the problem. I have told u where the problem come from, and it ME! If u wan to carry on having tat thought. I really dunno wat i can do or say to you. N this is e last time i'm saying this, we have to learn how to treasure wat we have. In life nothing is always in a beautiful picture, we may need to go thru lots of up n down. If u really wan to give up on yourself, there's no one up there can help u with it. No matter i'm single or attach i'm still your fren/sis. If u can't step out of the rm, i really can't do anything much for you. I will not regret on anything, cos i noe tat i have done my veri best to help you.
My dad called mi again last night, asking mi lots of questions on the divorce thing. Which i dunno how to really tell him. Questions keep coming in. I have not told my mum tat he called mi. He said he wan to meet mi up. To see how am i doing! I juz dun dare to see him, i dunno wat he will ask mi. How am i going to ans his questions. I told him i will give him a call on sunday. Mum is on mc yesterday, she have fell ill le. Asthma is here to look for her. Told her to take care of herself n not to stress herself too much.
Alice drunk last night, she have been drinking this few days. Dunno wat pro she's facing, it so heart breaking to c her like tat. She juz say she drink to make her sleep better... sigh... I noe the pro may b on mi. But she juz dun wan to say it out only.
When things can settle down or go by my way... I'm really veri tired! I wan my happiness back, i wan my tears back...
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