Is nightmare coming soon???

Mummy will b coming over to stay at AMK with mi this coming sun. OMG... 3 ppl going to squeeze in one rm. But after all i will feel more fang xing that she stay here with us. At lease i can get to see her. Make sure tat she's doing well, not worrying how she is outside. Lele will b shifting in too... Her new hm.

I really owe alice's mummy a lot. She really helped mi a lot. She even din say any second word n juz ask mi to ask mum to come over here to stay with us. N i din dare to ask abt lele, n the next day she juz tell mi to bring lele over also. When i heard tat i was shock tat she will allow. Thanks Zhu Zhu Mummy, I really dunno how to thank you.

We will b going to get a lawyer next thurs to get the separation done n also the ppo. Can't imagin wat will happen when he get the letter frm the lawyer. I think he will really go crazy this time, or y not he juz leave with tat woman. Since u have not go hm n sleep for this few days n we dunno where u stay. (i believed tat u're staying with her). Stop disturbing us... When u get back hm, u sharpen the knife n place it next to the bed with liqueur. Wat does tat mean?? THREATENING us meh?? Wat r u trying to do? U r the one who dun treasure wat u have, who dun listen to our advice n always believe outsider than your own family member. No one to blame only yourself... Juz accpet the fact when u receive the letter. Stop torturing us.

Bro will not shift out, he will b staying in with him. To make sure tat things at hm will b under control. Our worry is afraid tat when we're not at hm. The 2 of them will get into fight. Really hope tat this will not happen at all. It's like really a nightmare. N i'm not sleeping well, have been scare awake in the middle of the night. I notice tat my tears r being dried up. I really feel like crying out at time. But my tears juz can't roll out anymore, n my heart hurt so much... It crying rite inside, it juz like bleeding inside... The pain seeing how everyone is being torture by him. I really can't imagin one day my heart go numb.

Recently, ya... Was being misunderstand by ppl saying mi n esther r L... Ppl pls... We r juz sister n frenz! Wat is e pro with u ppl, juz becos we can get along so well. N she shared everything with mi means we r L! N u guys gang up together n so called bully her in production. I really can't understand wat u guys r thinking. Can't u ppl think like a adult!!! I wonder how u ppl going to survive in the working industry. But after all i juz can't b bothered by wat u ppl say. cos i noe wat i'm doing. N i dun owe u guys any ans or owe u guys any living. It juz tat u guys dun appreciate wat u guys have.

Esther, wat had happen last 9. Dun put it in heart k. Everything is fine now, thanks for brightening up my days always. Really hope it will not happen again! Hope u will walk out of the dark rm soon, n c e beauty of the world. N delete all the unhappiness in the past. Go forward for your happiness n dun bother wat ppl r saying. Thanks for being there for mi when i'm really down.

Lay hong n Shuyu, if u happen to c my blog. Pls dun feel sorry or pain for mi k! I'm OK!!! dun worry k!

U girls noe how strong i am de rite! I will only really break down when something happen to my mum. I really hope she will b in pink health. Ladies i noe u girls will say u can't do anything for mi, and dunno wat u girls can do. Dun worry k! All i need is u girls being there when i need u girls. As i noe u girls will always b! Thanks ladies for being there always :) dun feel sad for mi k! I'm really ok de! As i always say, things have happen juz need to solve it. Miss you girls!!! Huggies...