Sunday, December 19, 2010

祝我生日快樂

Times just really flies... One year have just pass... As usual lots of things have been happening non stops which we can prevent!

Dad is being hospitalize again :( At times, really wonder as a daughter have i really done my part... I felt that i'm a failure at times.

I notice that when i start to grower older, i tend to keep things to myself. Find it so difficult to share the feelings i have. Have been staying in my own world... Staring in blank is my hobby now... Cant expect everyone to understand how i feel.

I find it so hard to understand people now. I feel lost at times. I miss the smiles that i have, i miss the time that i'm being pamper and many more...

Who do not wish to have a complete and healthy family... I wish i can have them... Who do not wish to have their parents to pamper them, shower the love and care on you...Who do not wish to be understand by others... Who do not wish to be a happy go lucky person... And many more of who do not wish...

I'm leaving in my own little world, where no one can step in. Hopefully i can pull myself out from there... I MISS MYSELF!!!

Who can bring the smile that i have lost???

1 Comments:

Blogger Sime said...

U can always pamper urself even more and ur friends also did their part to pamper you but in a different way, dun think too much can. you are seriously driving urself insane. Please give urself a break can. I can't bring back ur old smile but at least now I wan you to stay happy

December 20, 2010 at 12:19 AM  

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