I teared again...

I finally got to know where my dad is staying now... He is staying with my cousin, but he is moving out soon.. And i have no idea where is he moving to... My cousin ask me to talk to me as he is too old to shift around. I do not know what is going on... And i have no courage to talk to him...

I feel so helpless and useless... I think i'm a failure as a daughter and a friend... I do not know what i should do, it seems that whatever i do to please everyone is wrong!!

Can someone just tell me straight in my face what everyone from me??? Is so painful!!!