If things are under our control!

Now when i see any elderly on the road, i juz cant stop thinking abt my grandma. Ya, she is still ard with us. But she is unconscious now, no one will noe when she will be awake or will she be awake.

Mama... Can you open your eyes and look at us! We miss you!!! My tears juz cant be controlled anymore whenever i think of you. I will rather you sit up talk to us and scold us. It really so heart breaking to see you lying on the bed. And we do not noe how you are feeling...

I juz cant bring up myself... I tend to get moody very easily le. I'm tired, i wan my happiness and smile back pls... Pls return them to me!!! I cant feel them anymore...

I'm sorry, i juz cant be strong as last time le. Too many things happening, and i'm starting to struggle le. I juz only can act strong infront of my family members. I'm being drained...