Reaching the button soon...

I'm really tired of everything. Today is the first paper. I did very badly for this history paper. I left lots of blank. Dun ask me why, i noe myself well enough. I noe i will not do well for this paper and i may fail for it. I'm prepared for it, and i have to ans it for myself. I have no interest in history, and i will spend too much time on this paper.

Got really pissed off with my brother juz now. Showing me his stupid attitude... Wat is your problem by helping me to drop the letter in his letter box since you're dropping by there. Forget it, it so difficult for you to help me do thing. I will do it myself. I dun BEG ppl to do things for me. Who do you think you are. You think you're getting half the share of the hse, you can make all decision. PLS GO AHEAD! I will not interfer, i will do wat you ask me to do. Since mum like to listen to wat he sae, than pls carry on. I will not stop you... Everything is my fault... Juz put it on me than...

Juz dun trigger the button, i will juz move out of this hse when you hit the button. I mean it when i sae it. I'm a STUBBORN person now. I will juz do things i wan. Thanks to you people... You made me to become one today. No one to blame at all... I have enough of everything...

I juz need my break, and i will be myself during the trip. I will not bother abt wat happen in Singapore. I will juz leave everything behind. You can sae i'm selfish or heartless... Sae wat you wan... Have you ever think of how i feel all this while... Y am i always the one who get hurt at the end, and have to be strong as if nothing have happen. Who are the people who really treat you good, and who are the people who are making use of you??? It so scary...