Confuse

Phone calls juz keep coming in. So pissed off. My dad called mi quite a couple of time today. Tell mi to ask my mum to pay for his rent. WTF... Y muz she pay for you, u r the one who agreed to shift out de. N now u wan mum to pay for your rent. Wat a man u r! U juz disappoint mi time by time. N phone calls frm the law firm.

Sigh... I din do well in my bqt op test today. Juz can't get anything into my mind. I think i'm going to diappoint lots of ppl this term. I'm sorry, i'm really trying my best to do well. But juz hardly can pull myself back. This few mths too many things happen le. Till i'm lossing myself. How i wish i can be who i am last time.

Ppl ard mi think tat i have chng a lot. Asking mi wat happen to mi! Also dunno how to tell them wat happen. I juz can't act in front of ppl who i really feel comfortable with. I'm really tired, i really need a break. I dun feel like going sch anymore. I juz feel like keeping myself away frm ppl which i used to do it when i'm really down. Can i give myself a long break...

If you have problems, you still can share with mi. I'm here for you always. I still can cope with it, u're not adding any load to mi. My listening ears n shoulder r there for you :)

Some time i really wish time can be turn back. Can i have my tears n smile back, can i have my happiness back pls pls pls...